I'm me.I'm a brute, I'm a savage, I'm a bitch,And I'm a virginNo longer able to hold the temptations withinI will lie, I will cheat, I will fight,And I will stealThere's no point in sending out goodwill.The world is hated,Nobody is loved,And I am just the only one.Feelings are gone.Hope is lost.And there's no wayTo everChange that.
Easily ForgetHey, remember me?I'm the one left behindFor the most part,Or all of it.I don't usually knowThings easily forgotten,And why they are-But I've noticed you came to a liking and stoppedMaybe I should have seen it comingI mean, hey,My whole life has pretty much been that way;Hanging from the last leaf,On a high tree,Ready to fall and witherBut do you care?No one ever does.I bruise and beat and crush and thieve.I was born to live this way.We were meant to meetAnd forgetEverything.How can something so delicateBe too naive to keep holding on?I've come to a placeWhere I now knowI was meant to be aloneAnd we were meant to lust and feedAnd crush and demolishA sad, simple lifeHas no purpose,But then again....Does any life have destiny?Or are our brains so massive as to conjure a fantasy?
A Letter To A Friend... for... someday....Hey there, old friend. Remember me? I’m the one who said I’d always be there for you. Since Day One I told you I’d never leave, and I never did. I’m still here. I was always here, open arms, just for you. You may have forgotten about me and all the insubstantial times we shared, but I still think about you every day. I shrug at this pitiful dismay that has once again showered over our world. Every drop of rain is residual and never left behind. It always seems to reach the same place. I wonder what that place is. Do you know where it is because I just can’t seem to reach it far enough. It always trails off somewhere far, and yet, it returns to me somehow. The taste of salt and rain upon my lips; it can only mean one thing….I check up on you from time to time to see how you are doing. When I see that you are looking for help, I… pause….. What am I supposed to do? What can I say? I am aware that I can’t fully comprehend to the proble